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Once again, it proved my point that i always don't get what i want. Hell, but why? Dear God, don't you think you are being a little too harsh on me. Things are still not picking up as quickly as it's supposed to be despite me seeing myself trying so hard to make it back on track. Everything is going out of place, not the way it should be. I can only counter it as i deem fit yet, as usual, i always got the wrong move. Anyway, i am good and definitely sober enough to know what i am doing all these while so stop worrying about me and please, don't even harbor any thoughts of attempting to hold me back.