There are two types of people in this world:

ones that are disappointed in me yet standing by all along and,

ones that are disappointed in me, turned their heads and off they go, away from my life.

To the first group of lovely babies,

I am sincerely apologetic over whatever i have let you down . You know you meant something to me. Each and everyone of you have a little space in my heart you can call home. You may not always be physically there, standing by me, but i know who i can count on through the difficult times i may encounter in the future. Thank you so much for your support all along. No vocabulary can describe how much all of your actions touches my heart. Tonight, no fancy language i shall display but a genuine Thank You from the bottom of my heart.

To the second group of friends,

I have always treated you with utmost respect and have always treasured our friendship. I may not be someone as important to you as you are to me therefore i concluded that might most probably be the reason as to why you chose to gave up on me when you failed to change me. I am confused. Why are you ditching me aside? So i presume you decided to let go of this friend of yours?

Naise

We need to talk.

Off your photograph goes out of my wallet. Then I hesitated. I struggled for awhile and in the end I placed it back to where it originally belongs, in the transparent pocket. I'm disappointed. Fucking disappointed. I don't have the slightly idea why are you doing this to me. I have done nothing to deserve the treatment I am receiving now. Did I make you feel ashame or have I pissed you off? Not that I have recalled. It hurts alot when I found out what actually took placed that day. So I pointed my fingers at the wrong victims all these while. I was mad at the wrong person. How could I have thought it was actually you who didn't want me to be there. Not just anyone else but you. Isn't it such a joke? I was laughing at myself when i was told the truth. Laughing at how naive I was when I used to think that you and me could be friends forever. Now that's an awful feeling.

清明节

if the world could remain

within a frame

like a printing on a wall,

i think we'd see the beauty and

then stand staring in awe.