Didn't expect myself to return back here writing.. I guess this tiny space here has successfully been hidden since everyone thought i only have tumblr. Life hasn't change much during my absence. It pretty much still sucks. I had three sessions of mind-fucking last night alone on the grounds of powerhouse. It drained all of me. My energy, my thoughts, my emotions, everything. Didn't even get a chance to step into the dancefloor after missing from that place for so long.. And the weather decided to further dampen my mood by drizzling throughout the night.
It wasn't the first time i had to deal with girls coming up to me telling me stories. But what surprised me is that i had to get so affected i teared outside the smoking corner in front of every-fucking-one. Then, everything turned drama mama and the rest is history. I can't reveal much but what Bel said to me towards the end of the night definitely made an impact because she is the only one that supports me to hold on..
