Stronger

I should put a stop to telling others about my own problems. I need to make my mind comprehend that i have no power to stop all these unhappy events from happening during the past few months. It's totally beyond my control and i swear i never saw it coming. However, i can't help but to share my troubles with those around me because sometimes i really need to seek advices. I used to think i played an important role in these events. Like if i didn't do this or that, things might not turn out the way it did today. But i guess i was wrong? God must have its reasons for taking my loved ones away from me. So i should stop reprimanding myself and stop thinking it's my fault. It is not my fault. I must not get afflicted....