WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? I'VE MADE A PACT WITH BBY AND I'M GONNA HOUNOR IT FUCK IT ALL. NEVER BELIEVED IN AFTERLIFE BUT ANYWAY HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL.

I guess last night was the worst day of my life so far. I wouldn't sleep at all, tossing and turning all night. I don't know what's occupying my mind. Gave phuture a miss even thou i was looking forward for so long. So i had to search everywhere for sleeping pills so glad i found the one and only one, down it straight away and coma till 11am this morning. Tried sleeping again in the morning but to no avail. Had no choice, open up the fridge and found a can of Guinness plus a few sticks of fags so yeah... I managed to continue sleeping till 3 and dreamt about you twice. But that's not enough, i don't wanna wake up feeling empty. What should i do now?? Continue sleeping or get something to fill my stomach which was left empty since ytd. Time needs to pass faster... I want a speedy recovery. And, i hope i'll get wasted tonight. Too much pain i am suffering. I need to temporary get rid of them.

Idk which is funnier - me putting up a strong front yet losing my sleep over you or you out partying having fun even thou you said you're sad.

Pretty much the last memories of you.

Hello everyone............ I'm back. Went to check out my nuffnang since the cheque is taking forever to arrive and i realised my analytic is dropping like crazy. Only 2 visit for one whole day?! haha but doesn't matter i don't really update this space anymore. Super lazy to even on my laptop nowadays, it's like rotting its way in the study room since 6 months ago???? Omg this is insane... I used to spent like what 5 hours on average on my lappy in the past.

Anyway, i'm really really mega bored now. Can't figure out how to explain it exactly yknow just freaking pissed off with everything. Super hungry since i was awake 3 hours ago and mummy had to return home without my cookies!!!! Feelin' for doublecheese burger but macs is soooooo far..... Delivery for one 2bux burger is retarded? My life sucks nowadays. You will never wanna hear my story. Please just let me die leh...... Will i go to hell??

I just discovered a new pimple on my face!!!!!!!!!! My complexion needs to maintain...... Dark circles like freeflow. Why like that? I'm no longer a party animal already why are my dark circles still following me everywhere i go.... Sian half why am i so fugly????!?!?!?! And my hair i need to do something about it i wanna go trim it but no moneyyyyyy. So freaking lazy nowadays i even skipped my facial appointment oh my god i hope i'll be back on track after the holidays. Need to start working hard for once for my last sem in np :(

Hahahaha ok bye. I'm going back to tumblr :D