Oh hi, i am not dead. But perhaps half gone already because internship is sucking dry all my energy every week from Monday to Friday. Why is Monday so far from Friday and Friday so near to Monday? You can never imagine how much i dread each day waking up early for work to face the crazy office politics and random scoldings especially when you're seated beside the boss and opposite the big boss. You eh tahan? Not to mention the horrendous working environment. How i wish August 8 is gonna be tomorrow.
I am so tired. Physically and mentally. I hate meeting new people nowadays. I find it a chore to communicate with them so i always try to avoid mingling with new faces. There is nothing wrong with them, it's me. I am simply too tired to make new friends. Yknow, when you meet a new stranger you have to introduce yourself, where're you from, etc. Then, comes another stranger and you have to repeat the cycle again and again. The ice breaker part is too energy consuming. I AM LAZY TO BREAK THE ICE. Britbrit should organize a tutorial for me. Plus, i'm not acting myself recently. I don't even have the mood for clubbing. I just wanna spend my weekends lying on my bed, reading a book (k, maybe not), watching tv, online......
Whatever it is, i am not complaining. I am not.
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