It has been a routine since forever for me to anticipate the upcoming of Wed and Sat every week. I can cross my heart and swear to the god i don't like alcohol nor do i like the after effect of it. Yet i see myself gobbling down cup after cup, glass after glass every week regardless of being in or outside the clubs. I am no alcoholic i can assure you but to be honest i cannot find an exact reason to suggest why i find myself there weeks after weeks without fail. It's a question far too many have asked. My answer? I myself would like to know too.
Perhaps it's the ear piercing melody with the help of the alcohol that magically dispersed my trail of thoughts as soon as we hit the dancefloor and at the moment made me feel so light and stress-free. yknow that kinda feeling? It sucks to be me, really. Dancing to the beat of my favourite song has never been such a pleasure. So what is wrong when i decided to escape from being myself for a while? I must admit it's kinda stupid to harbor such thoughts because after the party ended yknow nothing have changed. You are still you. There are still problems awaiting for you to solve. It's true when they said life's a challenge. I'm not backing off but i just need a break sometimes. Everyone do, right? I know how to take care of myself, i really do. I can tell you in your face that i have never and will never get wasted in a club or anywhere else in the public and i am fucking proud of that. I have finally woke up if you know what that means and i assure no more troubles in the future. We are only young once so why not make it a blast and leave no regrets behind because regrets are for losers.
Enough of these, anymore longer would make it look like an essay. So see you party people at ph tmr!
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love it!!! u rox yan ru
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