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Trying to start working for ITM but... hehe

After Ninja Assassin, I realised..

RAIN. IS. SIZZLING. HOT.

Heavy heart

The kids came to stay over again.

No matter what, you will still be my friend. I am pretty sure you know it too. However, there are bound to be times where conflicts arise. Even couples quarrel. So i see no reason why people should get worked up by the post below. You mean i can't even rant on my own blog? Maybe i should consider buying a diary instead. Yes, i was angry. But now, everything is all right. I am not trying to be mean or hurt you in any way. I just need to vent out my anger somewhere. I am sure more than one person is affected by that post, of which i have no idea why, nevertheless those who are affected should stop feeling affected. You know who you are. I am exhausted. All the dramas should come to an end by now.

DEAR xx xxxx,

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IRRESPONSIBLE YOU ARE? THIS IS THE SECOND TIME YOU'VE MIA ME WITHIN THIS SHORT SPAN OF SIX WEEKS DURING ISP. EH NO, MINUS AWAY 1 WEEK FOR ELEARNING, FIVE WEEKS INSTEAD. AND WORST STILL, YOU ALWAYS CHOOSE TO DISAPPEAR DURING THOSE LESSONS WHERE WE NEED YOU TO BE PRESENT BECAUSE WE ARE HAVING EITHER ROLEPLAY OR PRESENTATION.

THE FIRST TIME YOU DECIDED TO MIA, YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE SICK. SO FINE, I BELIEVE YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND. MY FRIEND FOR 5 YEARS OR MAYBE MORE. SO I HAVE NO REASON TO DOUBT YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE NO MC NOR SOUND SICK TO ME AT ALL. IT WAS A REAL BUMMER. WE HAD TO GO AHEAD WITH THE ROLEPLAY AND I WAS SPEAKING MOST OF THE TIME BECAUSE THE LECTURER WANTED ME TO READ OUT YOUR LINES WHILE KIT AND WK HAD TO PRETEND THAT YOU WERE THERE AND TALK TO THE AIR. PICTURE THAT AND I BET YOU WILL START LAUGHING BECAUSE IT WAS SO GODDAMNED JOKE.

ON A MONDAY TWO WEEKS BEFORE, WE MET UP FOR PROJECT DISCUSSION AFTER SCHOOL. ALL YOU DID WAS SEATING ON THE BENCH OUTSIDE LT 51 (YOU WERE LATE SOMEMORE), PLAYING DOTA THROUGH OUT THE SESSION. SO I THOUGHT I COULD GIVE YOU 4 AUDIOS TO BRING HOME TO COMPLETE FOR OUR PRESENTATION. 4 AUDIOS WHICH TOTAL UP TO LESS THAN 10 MINS. WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO IS TO WRITE DOWN WHAT THE PERSON IS TALKING ABOUT IN THE AUDIO ONTO POWERPOINT SLIDES. HOW DIFFICULT CAN IT GET? THIS IS THE LEAST YOU CAN CONTRIBUTE TO THE GROUP YOU KNOW. IN THE END, YOU GAVE 2 TO GEORGE, 1 TO KEITH AND YOU YOURSELF DID ONLY 1. AND YOU STILL HAVE THE CHEEK TO TELL XXXXXX I GAVE THIS TASK TO YOU AT THE ELEVENTH HOUR. THE DUE DATE IS WEDNESDAY THAT WEEK BY THE WAY.

TODAY IS THE LAST STRAW DUDE. YOU JUST CONVINCED ME HOW UNRELIABLE YOU CAN GET. THE ROLEPLAY SCRIPT YOU SENT TO KIT WAS A TOTAL BULLSHIT. I AM SORRY TO HAVE TO SAY THIS. I DON'T WANT TO EMBARRASS YOU BY COPYING OUT WHAT RUBBISH YOU WROTE. THERE IS ONLY A SIX-LINE LONG DESCRIPTION OF YOUR CONCEPT AND THAT'S IT. YOU EXPECT US TO UNDERSTAND WHAT TO ACT OUT? WITH NO LINES, NO NOTHING. YOU TOLD ME YESTERDAY IN MSN THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BRIEF US TODAY BEFORE OUR LESSON STARTS. I WAS IN DOUBT BUT I STILL GAVE YOU MY TRUST. YET MAY I KNOW WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU NOW? NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. YOU MERELY SAID YOU ARE OUTSIDE NOW AND NOT COMING TODAY AFTER I CALLED YOU. YOU MEAN YOU HAVE NO INTENTION OF INFORMING ME IF I HADN'T CALLED YOU? HELLO MISTER, CAN YOU PLEASE WAKE UP YOUR IDEA. STOP DRAGGING US DOWN WILL YOU. YOU ARE BASICALLY EVERYTHING THAT SPELLS DISASTER.

I'll remember you

the guy with a tattoo.

I'm having Oreo + Choco milk for breakfast after the longest time. Yay! ♥

That scene keeps repeating itself in my mind over and over again. What the hell was i thinking that particular night? Too much details to remember and i guess i can't quite figure out exactly what took place. But then again, i think it's better for me not to know. What happened was totally insane from what i can recall. How could i believe i did that myself? Argh. I am having phobia now, i even dreamt about it just now while i was napping. Oh mai god, can i delete that night away??? Okay, it's impossible i know. I might as well die now. If i sound alien to you, good. It's not supposed to make sense to you anyway. Argh what should i do now, pek cek leh. Maybe i should go to my bed now. I need to go back school tmr despite having elearning this whole week. Naise only. Goodnight babies.

Why am i seeing myself staring at my friend list waiting for you to come and chat with me? Loser is now my middle name.

"Sometimes, it’s easier to say that you’re fine instead of having to explain all the reasons why you’re not."

Why do others post only their pretty photos on their blogs? And it somehow leads you to think that they look like how they looked like in the photos 24/7 which is absolutely untrue. You must be retarded if you believe them. So i guess you might want to say hello to my eyebags and dark circles and spectacles and pimples and my crooked mouth and of course how can we forget Spongebob at the background. HAHAHAHA

Disturbingly like Erwin. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Your teeshirt naise, i like (Y)

P.Osh

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How to get this into my stomach while the lecturer is teaching...

Spot on

I have so many thoughts in my head they are overpowering me. i wish i can talk to someone or just simply pen it down somewhere. But just when i wanted to, i always ended up staring at the a4 paper blankly. I just have no idea what should i write down. So i conclude that i actually cannot put together what exactly is going on in my mind up there. Perhaps they are merely thoughts with no meaning but these disturbing emo thoughts are bringing me down once again. I practically shouted at my classmates today and it was terrible. Ok, it wasn't that bad since they shouted back as well and we instantly became aunties in the market but that wasn't the point anyway. I'm having serious moodswing nowadays i supposed and it's not even pms. I am so confused by your actions dude. A small action from you got me thinking real hard, searching for any possible hidden meaning you might try to convey. It's annoying to be unable to comprehend. I am almost positive that i am actually lying to myself all this while. But i refuse to believe and this is driving me nuts. Oh god, give me a break.

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LAO NIANG IS FUCKING BOILING NAO, I CAN KILL ANYONE. WHY AM I SO BOTHERED BY ALL THESE WHEN YOU DON'T SEEM TO GIVE A FLYING FUCK? I H8 MYSELF FOR THAT. FOR HOW LONG MORE CAN I TAKE THIS BEFORE I COLLAPSE...

k, time to kun.

S▼metimes, I wish i c▼uld tell myself t▼ st▼p..... thinking ab▼ut y▼u.

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Caught 2012 yesterday, the movie was fucking awesome. Finally some quality after all those crazy movies i've watched recently. I still don't believe the world is ending in 2012 btw, so stop thinking we are all going to die, losers. But then again, humans nowadays are getting weird. I cant elaborate much, dont wanna sabotage the whole experiment you see. Maybe you will understand me one day, till then i shall keep mum. Hmm. My mood went down to the centre of the Earth since yesterday after that phonecall in Canteen 2, got lifted a little in town but went even under after the movie. Maybe it's time for me to ring Andrea up.

I want to get drown in the digital sea at this moment

Right, so now i got a brand new obsession ^^ It got me pretty captivated to a stage where you cant possibly imagine, am i right andrea? HAHAHA But why do i have this feeling that it's gonna be really bad? Jialat liao this time round.

My favourite Panda ^^

I feel like eating it now again, oh god.