10 more hours to 2010...

People say picture speaks a thousand words.

3/4 of my second toe nail is dangling and appears to be coming off anytime soon. It looks really disgusting and worst still, my mum forced me to snip it off myself. FML

The crowd at Zouk last night was horrible. We got the bad news even just when we are on the cab a few kilometers away from the destination. From what i heard, almost all the clubs were full house last night. For what? Zz No doubt it will happen again tonight. So no no no to clubs tonight unless we want to experience what we had experienced last night. Where to head to tonight became a real big headache. What a Merry Christmas.

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I went jogging last night/this morning hehe What a way to celebrate Christmas. My thighs are aching like mad now. It's been a long long time since i had experienced this kind of pain. Probably this is an indication that i should start living a much healthier lifestyle. Yknow, i've been out and about almost every night since the holidays started like a week ago, falling asleep only at early morning. My pimples are coming in full force i should better watch out. Wokay, i need to go bathe now but oh no it started raining again. Heavy downpour somemore....... So this should provide me a good excuse to be late later. Hehehe They confirm late also what.

I wonder how she looks like? Hmmm.

Look at my abnormal lips.

"I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out."

Pessimism

I cannot stand blogs that are filled with post by post of depressing thoughts grumbling to the world almost everything under the sun. But i just realized i am doing the same thing as well. I am born with tragedy in my blood perhaps.

Ugly Duckling

The new f21 in 313 is hugeeeeeeee and no doubt they have really cheap accessories. Hehehe. But i am starting to hate town more and more because everywhere i turn, i get to see pretty girls donned in their daintiest outfit strutting down the street like a prom queen. They make me feel so so so inferior about myself ): How to become prettier, anyone? I hate my high cheekbones, they make me look so ugly when i smile. I hate my small eyes, they are barely visible. I hate my chin, they are not sharp at all. I hate my thick lips, i dont want to look like nigga. I hate the fact that my teeth are still not perfect after having braces for 1.5 years. Everything is going wrong. In short, i need to fuck my life.

Indochine on Friday night. We sort of got lost in Clarke quay because Ian got lousy navigation skills. All of us went from sober to almost seh ka credit to all the games we had. But i'm absolutely sure i woke up for a moment after some random Caucasian lady landed her heels right onto my feet without apologizing. Orgasm much. Spare the details and that's pretty much all i can recall. Just a few photographs i grabbed from Facebook. I need to bathe and head to school for my paper soon. God bless.