My mood

As flamboyant as this.

End

I've got an important decision to make and convince mom.

If you are waiting to see me fall, i failed you

The greatest irony of love. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. And sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. Some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being love too much and the other was being loved too little. As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always on the right. Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, but to only discover that for them, we are just passing time while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. For sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.

stop thinking la fuck

I AM SO FUCKING ECSTATIC NOW HEHEHE I CANT STOP SMILING TO MYSELF. NOPE, IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF MY NEW GREGORY BAG BUT SOMETHING MORE EXCITING THAN THAT HAHAHAHEHEHEKEKEKE CFM BETTER THAN YOU RIGHT NOW KEKEKE ALRIGHT I SHOULD STOP TYPING AND GO TO MY BED NOW I HAVE MANY MANY EXAMS TMR CATCH YOU BABIES AFTER FRIDAY. YAY LUB ALL OF CHU, ESPECIALLY ERWIN HEHEHE BAIBAI (L)

Because i finally understand the whole situation
Because i used to find myself useless
Because i am no longer pathetic
Because ss said no one is updating
Because i almost cried yesterday but i held back ^^
Because i totally despise you after all the lies you made
Because you really cant tell a lie properly
Because the slient-ness is scary
Because i dont know how to express myself well
Because i slept at 6++am
Because i cant make it for Jasper house
Because my mummy chatted with me at 6am
Because i cant wait for next Wednesday
Because i believe i can do it
Because i cant find Andrea
Because this is the last time
Because goodbye is all i can say

trendsetter

August is definitely not the best month of the year. I just recruited broken heart no. 9 by yet another heartbreaker.

8835.) i pretend like every time someone mentions your name it doesn't break my heart a little bit more.

8827.) I really love you. I think one day you will realise just how much and wonder how amazing it could have been if you had stayed. I think about you every day, and I know you think of me too, which almost makes it worse.

8814.) What do I have to do?

8792.) I'm begging you, I don't want to do this all alone. I NEED YOU, more than I ever needed you.

8780.) When you were my second choice, i was your first. Now when i want you to be my first, i've became you're second.

8775.) i still think about you every day, as much as i cant stand you. if you wanted me i'd be back in seconds

8767.) you make me feel like shit and you don't even realize it because you're too busy being all wrapped up in yourself.

via blogsecret.

I think i should stop reading all these.

Lucky

Andrea's place was the numba 1 choice after our failed attempt to conquer LI which wasn't a bad idea because i finally curb my craving for her maid's beehoon soup with generous amount of sausages. I did many contructive work over there like forcing all of them to watch BOF on tv with me from 8pm all the way to 11pm ^^, watched 2 retro hk movies, learned how to play poker, drank 2 cups of h2o for 2 rounds, etc. I can't remember!

Very much as expected, we slept through the morning in the end and missed the Zoo trip. But i can strike off a few names for my "i must meet:" list. cool. Exams should just vanish away now, i am enjoying the fun ):

I should blast myself with Korean songs and start my revision now. Boring....

K.B

LAI LIAO LAI LIAO, I CANNOT STUDY LIAO.

8181.) I miss talking to you everyday, staying up late for each other, and being able to tell you everything. I wonder if you still think about me, like I do. I wish you would just tell me how you feel.

8170.) i feel like i’m drowning, and you’re no longer there to pick me up, as much as i want you to be. i don’t feel like you care about me at all anymore, even though you tell me you love me, and aren’t going to leave me.

8137.) I've never been with anyone else but you, and I want to keep it that way.

i. am. serious

Procrastinate no more

Add oil

Time is running out for me. Yet unfortunately, my mind decided to malfunction at the crucial moment, entering into Holiday mood at the wrong timing. Tests and exams are crashing towards me all together in joint forces. Not forgetting all the assignments that are due soon. September seems so near yet so far. Damn, i hate memorizing all these chunk of handwritten notes which got my right arm numb from copying. Bad. I just replenished my foolscap and bought new pencil! I hope i wont use it up too soon. I cant avoid all these because this is life so jiayouzxc norzxc.

I MISS

1. MH

2. SS

3. TJ

4. ANDREA

5. HQ

6. ZQ

7. YL

8. NEL

9. ZG

NO GL BECAUSE HE IS A DOG!

HAHA I AM KIDDING....

... ABOUT THE NO GL PART, NOT THE DOG PART THOUGH.

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LOL, I AM JOKING GL, DONT LOSER PLEASE. I STILL LUB EU.

:>

my face = :>

Messy

HAHAHAHAHA. FREAKING FUNNY TO ME. HAHAHAHAHA.

I found a 20++ year old Bible in the back seat of Nic's car.

i'm lovin it.... not

I am finally sick of McDonald's after eighteen years.